Dedicated to my lovely dog who used to hear my random ramblings everyday

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Shattered

I miss you. All the time.

I still do that, you know. Gather all the interesting things that have occured that day, and could not hardly wait to tell you all about it.

Anyway,what is it again, the perfume that you are wearing? It's very soft and comforting. Ah that smell, how i would kill to be able to smell that again.

If we ever meet in the future, will you still hold my hand like you used to? Kiss my forehead before we parted? Or you will be with this another girl. A lot prettier of course. And you's look a lot happier. Compared when you were with me.

Will you smile and look at me like before. We would have our ritual of coffee and cigarretes at our usual places. I guess at those times, even the waitress were jealaous of us. Well i could not be sure though. Cos I only have my eyes on you. And everything else seem irrelevant.

You can bitch about your work, and I would bitch about mine. And then you would tease me with that funny face that have always succeed in making me smile. I would never get bored of that face. Never. And I even love you more for that.

Do you remember that liitle restaurant that we went on our last night in Veitnam? Do you still remember how a perfect that night was. The weather was warm.The lighting was mellowed and we were intoxicated. Well i was anyway.

I thought I could have you forever. The joke is definitely on me now.

And I miss you. All the time.