You never have experienced something quite like it before. This is new, you said. This never ending butterflies and fondness so great, you afraid that you might burst one day. You blurted I love you so many times but still, it will just never be enough. You pray endlessly so that He will never take him away from you. Not because you cant function without him, but you jus simply afraid of not being with him.
As being with him is the happiest. You dont know what have you done to deserve this wonderful person, and scare shitless that in an instant, he will be gone, just because you are not worthy to be granted such happiness. Or just your karma is catching up on you.
If time can be freeze, you will just have to stop here and now. Right when you lay you hand on his lap and his caressing your palm. You have more wrinkles in your face, not because you're stressed, but because you just cant stop smiling. It shows and you know it. How your eyes light up when you see him, and how your hands are always looking for his.
You will never believe, how care you have become. You used to be ignorant. But when it comes to him, you just wish that you can create a special blanket to wrap him in, so that he will never get hurt. Ever. You crave for his voice, as silly as it may sound, but you can only sleep after you do. You pray for him endlessly. In fact, he is the first on your list and then you spend more than half of the time praying, that he will be happy. You are even willingly to trade you place for him, just because you dont want him to be sad.
There this nagging feeling inside you, saying that he's the one. You didnt even believe in the concept of the One before but you just know it. Spending the night together is something to look foward to, not because of the kisses, or even the sex, but because you can hold him all night through. You burried your face on his back and your ashtma didnt left your breathless. And when the morning comes, you just wish that you can hold him some more.
You would never thought that this can be happening to you. Above all people, you thought that this can only happen to those who are just lucky, prettier or even nicer. You are really did not know why he picked you. But he did and he is just the most profound thing in your life right know.
As with him, you are at your happiest and you just want to be with him until you are old and grey, until you cant utter I love you as often as the time has take its toll on you, so you'd just hold his hand instead.
As being with him is the happiest. You dont know what have you done to deserve this wonderful person, and scare shitless that in an instant, he will be gone, just because you are not worthy to be granted such happiness. Or just your karma is catching up on you.
If time can be freeze, you will just have to stop here and now. Right when you lay you hand on his lap and his caressing your palm. You have more wrinkles in your face, not because you're stressed, but because you just cant stop smiling. It shows and you know it. How your eyes light up when you see him, and how your hands are always looking for his.
You will never believe, how care you have become. You used to be ignorant. But when it comes to him, you just wish that you can create a special blanket to wrap him in, so that he will never get hurt. Ever. You crave for his voice, as silly as it may sound, but you can only sleep after you do. You pray for him endlessly. In fact, he is the first on your list and then you spend more than half of the time praying, that he will be happy. You are even willingly to trade you place for him, just because you dont want him to be sad.
There this nagging feeling inside you, saying that he's the one. You didnt even believe in the concept of the One before but you just know it. Spending the night together is something to look foward to, not because of the kisses, or even the sex, but because you can hold him all night through. You burried your face on his back and your ashtma didnt left your breathless. And when the morning comes, you just wish that you can hold him some more.
You would never thought that this can be happening to you. Above all people, you thought that this can only happen to those who are just lucky, prettier or even nicer. You are really did not know why he picked you. But he did and he is just the most profound thing in your life right know.
As with him, you are at your happiest and you just want to be with him until you are old and grey, until you cant utter I love you as often as the time has take its toll on you, so you'd just hold his hand instead.
